At 25 years old, I have already failed at marriage.
I have already failed at providing my children with a home that both parents live in.
For a very long time, those two sentences you have just read destroyed me. I would cry because I failed at the one thing I so desperately wanted to give my boys.
I will never forget my first anxiety attack two years ago.
I was about to fall asleep when all of a sudden something took over me and I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I immediately got up from my bed and paced around my old apartment.
I walked into my living and began to cry because I was unsure of what was happening to me.
I often get asked how do I look so well put together while having two little boys.
I am usually flattered that people think that I am well put together because in my head I am a mess 90% of the time.
My 2 year old son stood in front of me one day as he was playing around the house. I looked at him and a thousand thoughts began running through my mind:
“He’s going to grow up one day…”
“He’s going to have sex one day…” Continue reading “Teaching Sons to Value Women”
Three weeks ago I received an email for a casting call for Bobby Brown.
I was very excited and immediately responded to the email confirming that I will attend.
“This is my chance” I thought to myself. Continue reading “My Casting Call Experience”
Today I woke up at exactly 4:55 am to the sound of people arguing outside of my apartment building. I live a block away from a night club and weekends can get hectic around here.
I waited until everything cooled down in hopes of going back to sleep.
As I waited, I decided to open my Facebook app and browse a little.
“#PRAYFORLASVEGAS” was the first status I read. Continue reading “Current Events Through The Eyes of a Mother”
I will never forget sitting in front of my computer, at sixteen years old, making a plan for the next ten years of my life.
About two months ago, as I walking back in to work from my lunch break, I passed by a coworker who screamed “what a day… what a month!”
And I responded:
“WHAT A YEAR!” Continue reading “My Mini Superheroes”